August 2, 2009

Dolce domum

First day back in New York:

My own favorite iced coffee in my own favorite glass.

The Wind in the Willows read on the bench by the window.

Trimming the mint.

Making iced tea for the fridge.

Homemade soup.

The washing and drying of the swimsuits.

It's not so bad.


The weary Mole also was glad to turn in without delay, and soon had his head on his pillow, in great joy and contentment. But ere he closed his eyes he let them wander round his old room, mellow in the glow of the firelight that played or rested on familiar and friendly things which had long been unconsciously a part of him, and now smilingly received him back, without rancour. . . . He saw clearly how plain and simple—how narrow, even—it all was; but clearly, too, how much it all meant to him, and the special value of some such anchorage in one's existence. He did not at all want to abandon the new life and its splendid spaces, to turn his back on sun and air and all they offered him and creep home and stay there; the upper world was all too strong, it called to him still, even down there, and he knew he must return to the larger stage. But it was good to think he had this to come back to; this place which was all his own, these things which were so glad to see him again and could always be counted upon for the same simple welcome.

Halifax, Nova Scotia

This morning at 6 a.m.


Back from Knapp Lake.

I could cry.